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Creation

February 28, 2024February 28, 2024 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ 2 Comments

She looked at me knowingly and asked, “Are you a writer?” I sheepishly pulled the words that drifted from me, black against my fingertips, back under my skin. I could tell from her expression that she could still see them, stark like a startled freckle. “Yes,” I said, and in my voice I heard apology. … Continue reading Creation

Dark chocolate and gin

March 4, 2021February 28, 2024 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

Remember way back when, the time when I wouldn’t have existed, but if I had it would have been somewhere dark Sounds like jazz running down the bar, so deeply soaked into the stained wood that it is the varnish of improv I hear in my sleep. A darkness that tastes like a cherry nestled … Continue reading Dark chocolate and gin

Before You Go

December 12, 2020 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

Promise me that before you go you'll make a sandwich. Any kind you like. Put on your favourite tv show or movie, characters you know and love. Before you go, wrap yourself in a warm blanket, one that smells like summer sun and grass. Place one hand on your cheek, Where mine would be if … Continue reading Before You Go

Wool Gathering

January 17, 2020March 2, 2020 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

Please excuse me not looking you in the eye. I’m off somewhere over your left shoulder, gathering my thoughts and the melting snow is flying off a tree branch with all the spirit of a spring river. Wool gathering, my gran might say in a tone that once would have stung and now simply makes … Continue reading Wool Gathering

Mark My Place

December 21, 2019March 2, 2020 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ 1 Comment

There is an urgency to a bookmark laying unused. What passage would it mark, on what words has it been placed? How many times did her fingers lay it down, snug against the spine, as she takes a shivering breath, book clasped to her chest and a gloss in her eye? The certainty, the joy, … Continue reading Mark My Place

Sunday Awoke

September 8, 2019February 28, 2024 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

The days of the week march by in capitals. As though each is its own being, named, dropping in for a visit once in seven. Each day has a favourite colour of course, and its own friendship with the moon. At times, when restlessness or need keeps us up to the wee hours, we see … Continue reading Sunday Awoke

Of Bravery and the Beginning

August 26, 2019March 2, 2020 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

I used to say that I love the beginnings of things. The fresh start. The briskness of possibility that always smelt faintly of coffee to me, or shampoo, or perhaps the first day that winter starts to smell green. I would say that the middle is where you get bogged down in too many roads … Continue reading Of Bravery and the Beginning

This Feeling I Name

August 18, 2019March 2, 2020 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

It is not longing that I feel. Longing has such a round and gentle flavour. Like the melancholy of children who can enjoy the sad because they have not yet fought for the happy And lost? Perhaps, Perhaps I have. It is not seeking that I taste. That word is far too alive for the … Continue reading This Feeling I Name

He Had This Way

August 12, 2019March 2, 2020 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

He had this way of holding my hand when we were out walking at night. The press of people would force us to go single file and he would bend his arm behind his back, holding my hand against him, never letting go, never losing me in the crowd. He had this way of introducing … Continue reading He Had This Way

Gray Morning

August 11, 2019March 2, 2020 ~ Raey L C Costain ~ Leave a comment

There are times, in the eerie hours of the morning when the birds are awake but the sun is yet the slightest lightening from dark to gray, I hear breath breathing beside me. The murmur of an inhale a moment before my own, the faintest drift of air on the back of my neck. In … Continue reading Gray Morning

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